March 23, 1911
Dear Diary,
The previous few weeks, I had disappointed my parents and probably my whole family. I was dropped from school, because I had come the bottom of the class in the final examination. I feel so ashamed of myself for that. I had been going to the Royal Naval College in Osborne since 1909. Anyhow, today I think I restored faith in them, because I was accepted to the Royal Naval College in Dartmouth. I feel so relieved now. I was getting worried that I wasn’t going to get into another school again. Well, of course I was going to in the end, but still it was making me stressed.
Even if being a prince sounds fascinating and intriguing, I personally think it is depressing and exhausting. I have to make everything almost perfect such as my posture, speaking, walking, grades… I don’t want to spend my life stuck between strict rules. I guess there’s nothing to do with that. Besides, my life is already established my other people. I don’t have the reins of my life. I will be a prince or a king, period.
The previous few weeks, I had disappointed my parents and probably my whole family. I was dropped from school, because I had come the bottom of the class in the final examination. I feel so ashamed of myself for that. I had been going to the Royal Naval College in Osborne since 1909. Anyhow, today I think I restored faith in them, because I was accepted to the Royal Naval College in Dartmouth. I feel so relieved now. I was getting worried that I wasn’t going to get into another school again. Well, of course I was going to in the end, but still it was making me stressed.
Even if being a prince sounds fascinating and intriguing, I personally think it is depressing and exhausting. I have to make everything almost perfect such as my posture, speaking, walking, grades… I don’t want to spend my life stuck between strict rules. I guess there’s nothing to do with that. Besides, my life is already established my other people. I don’t have the reins of my life. I will be a prince or a king, period.